April 23, 2009

Dad


Dad,



I'm sorry i slapped you,

the other night.

But you can't blame me.

You were mocking mum

like she's a nobody to you.

You spat every word with so

much hate and anger.

I don't know who you

are anymore.



Since that incident,

i can't face you anymore.

i can't talk to you like before.

i can't call you Dad no more.



Mum was tring to make

things right.

But you refused to listen

and got furious instead.



Go away, you.

Go away.

Get out of my life.

Get out of OUR lives.

We don't want your

fucking lies,

fucking lies

and

more fucking lies!



I can' t love you anymore.

I can't trust you anymore.

I can't acknowledge you

as my Dad anymore.

I even feel like cancelling

your surname!



In other words, Dad:

i hate you.